Don't think that post was justified really.

I've been thinking about alot of things recently which just seem to get pushed to the back of my mind and not dealt with. Ideas, plans, thoughts, choices!

I'm going to start off talking about the obvious hiderance in any mans life, women! It's been a long time since i've had any sort of feelings for a girl, beyond friendship that is, and to be fair, it's getting rather annoying. It's that time of year now where it's getting cold out and i'd like nothing more than to sit in bed, watch a movie with a big 'ol cup of hot chocolate in one hand and a nice, cute, fun girl in the other. Someone that i can look forward to seeing, look forward to spending time with. I don't really understand why it hasn't happened in so long. I broke up with my ex back in July 2007 and since then, no one has stood out and made me think "wow, i want to get to know this girl, i want to spend time with this girl" and at least have her think the same way back. For sure it will happen one day, but a lot of people around me seem to find someone and it makes me look at myself and think, what's so wrong with me, where the fuck is she? I'm sure you can relate to a degree?

I guess i've been doing pretty well in university which i'm stoked on. It always makes me smile to hear my mum say she's so pleased i'm enjoying the course and is happy i'm doing well. I love her, she's the best. We're going to New York on the 1st January for 6 days, it's going to be so rad. Hopefully i'll be able to see some of the guys from Houston Calls seen as NJ is not that far away, hopefully we'll rent a car!!!

Writing with the band seems to be going well also, we've demo'd a song today, well part of, and it was sounding sweet. Looking forward to getting to that point where we become a "band". It all seems to happen in dribs and drabs at the moment BUT, i have every intention of making sure that turns itself the right way round, every intention to get this band going properly.

I need to learn to drive, start of new year it's the top top top priority besides university work and band stuffs.

I'm sat on my bed wearing a skate for cancer t-shirt, drinking some strawberry yazoo milkshake wishing my xbox controller was nearer to me so i could play on it. I think i'm just going to go to sleep soon!

Very blotchy post but i got to say a few things!

For sure posting later!

Bye,
xo